Serenity....would settle for stability right about now!!

My mom always said that God never gives you more than you can handle. She is right, but He SURE likes to push the limits!!

Over the past 3 months, there have been so many changes/roadbumps/mountains placed in the way of my seeking serenity! There have been periods of stability, but not many. Emotions have been on a roller coaster and I never know what is going to be thrown my way next!

Over the last three months:
My adoption fell through AFTER I was strongly encouraged to change jobs and move to a larger (read: more expensive) home.
A friend and I tried unsuccessfully to conceive a child.
I had a horrible argument with my best friend that left me in a horrible emotional state.
I lost my job.
I lost health and prescription insurance.
I had to move from my beautiful home to a motel.
I got the H1N1 - swine flu. Because of my lowered immune system (stress, no vitamins, no meds), it KICKED MY BUTT for over a week before I started to feel better.
I learned (the hard way) that the motel efficiency I was staying in has bedbugs.
I realized today that my anemia is probably back, as I am assessing the symptoms I currently have.

Things will improve. I believe it...I know it!

Well...


Most of the time anyway!